Lost

I can see you
no more
And I can see
it don't hurt you
What was I to you?
How could you let me go?
What was I to you?
How could you let me go?

Frequently I wonder
Have to ask myself the question why
did I fall for you?
Was it just permanent bliss
I desired?
I don't believe in this
No, but I'm wired

I'm looking out over the sea
Trying to reconnect to me
I'm striding out over the hills
When will I stop
needing pills
Wondering why I can't be just me
Free from it all

Yesterday, I went for a drive
Spent the whole way just
wishing I
didn't feel so alive
Why d'you hurt me?
Why d'you have to go and
let me down?
Why d'you hurt me?
Wake me up
then put me down

I'm looking out over the sea
Trying to reconnect to me
I'm striding out over the hills
When will I stop
needing pills
Wondering why I can't be just me
Free from it all
Free from it all

Yesterday, I went for a drive
Spent the whole way
wishing I
didn't feel so alive

Did you know
I got lost?
Now you know
I got lost
In my own backyard
I got lost
In my own backyard
I got lost

I'm looking out over the sea
Trying to reconnect to me
I'm striding out over the hills
When will I stop
needing pills
Wondering why I can't be just me
Free from it all
Free from it all

Free from it all
Free from it all
Free from it all
Free from it all
But I got lost